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Old 03-06-2013, 08:59 PM   #1
Txalupa
Slaying the sugar beast
 
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Default It's been almost a year, because I've been bingeing

Hi ladies, I used to post a lot on 3FC for several years while I was very successful in restricting sugar.

I lost about 40 lbs and looked and felt great. However, giving up sugar for my whole life scared me so badly. That has had a profound rubberband snap back effect on my relationship with food. I have been binge eating on and off for almost a year and need some support.

I am terrified to ban foods from my diet, but also terrified to face donuts and pizza without smuggling them away to eat in private. I'm scared I will never feel normal about food. That I will never just eat one cookie for desert or not stuff my face with snacks before a date.

Thanks for reading. I'm back and am reading the threads about binge-eating and trying to feel less alone.
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