I have read your post three times and still don't see the same thing as you do.
I also have a type A personality....I have recently accepted that I am a food addict. I knew I was a compulsive eater but never thought of it as an addiction.....until I picked up the book-The hunger fix.
The problem I have is that I cannot stop eating or just eat a little of something. Like the day I had a package of Knotts Cookies-I didn't just have one because once I had the one package-serving size-said what the heck I'll have another one because I blew it so why not do it good....that's me all or nothing.....
I have often thought the same thought-the one thing God gives me control over-food and I blow it.....
Restarted January 2, 2013
One calorie at a time!
My ticker is my 6 month goal