I lost all my weight, I am extremely proud of myself, but I have a really hard time seeing the "skinny" girl everyone else sees.
I am going to an All-Inclusive vacation to Cuba in 5 days and I am PETRIFIED of wearing my bikini.
I keep feeling as if the cellulite on my thighs or the stretch marks on my stomach are going to be stared at.
I know these people are strangers and quite frankly who the #$@ cares... but that's exactly it, they ARE strangers, and don't know that these are my battle scars, or how far I've come to have this body.
So my question is, How did you do it the first time you had to be in public with a bathing suit...
I keep having anxiety thinking that I'm going to be stared at all the time.
On some days, I could care less, then it hits me out of nowhere and I get sad about it again.
Please give me tips, and I'm sorry if I sound whiney, I just am having a little bit of a panic attack