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Old 11-27-2011, 01:09 PM   #1
magraba
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Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: milan, italy
Posts: 41

S/C/G: 163/149/125

Height: 5.4

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Six weeks.
Six weeks have gone by since I started my journey: I never cheated, I never binged (I still canít believe it!) .
I was really pleased with myselfÖ to the point that this morning I found the courage to weigh myself.
I shouldnít have done it.
14 lbs.
I lost 14 lbs in six weeks.
Itís not that great, but itís not that bad either.
I have to admit that in the bottom of my heart I hoped I had lost more: it is always easier to lose weight the first weeks. And I am on low carb, so I really expected to have lost more.
I am a bit down in the dumps, and keep asking myself why, instead of being happy and proud for the not-so-bad result I feel sad and disappointed for the not-so-good.
I can never see the glass half full. It is really annoying sometimes and I am struggling not to go and open the fridge. I canít identify this feeling anyway, I donít know if food would be a gratification or a punishment.
Guess Iíll go for a shower, maybe hot water will give a good wash to my stupid brain as well.
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