Thanks for an awesome response! My hubby is really supportive of everything but it's so hard for me when he can eat whatever he wants and not gain a pound (though he has gained 10 pounds since we started dating 5 years ago
) I tried making our wedding a dead line and I think I just got too over worked with everything to focus fully on it. I feel "guilty" for wanting to stay late at work to work out. or going in early. Because I work 8-5 and live about 40 minutes away from work and I feel like I'm not getting to spend enough time with my son. My ultimate goal is to be in the 130's by December 17th (Hubby's christmas party, usually fancy) but that puts me at "roughly" two or three pounds a week. And I know that I won't lose that amount every week. It's not possible. I just think I need to push myself and do like you said and put everything on the back burner except for my heath. Wow your post has me rambling now! Thanks again!