*Gasp* I'm almost normal!
I had just resigned myself the other day to the drudgery of taking my weight and measurements and figuring out how far I still have to go, as I do this every few weeks, when I noticed something absolutely crazy.
I am SO AGONIZINGLY CLOSE that I just have to call this a mini goal even though I am not technically there yet: I am two pounds away from having a normal BMI! TWO POUNDS! This from someone who used to be pretty darned obese...
When I realized that, I stared at myself in the mirror for a good ten minutes, pinching, lifting, rearranging... etc. and wondering if this is what "normal" people see when they look at themselves. I have so firmly ingrained into my self image that I am an obese person that to think that I am very nearly of a healthy weight almost blew my mind.
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