Backing out of a planned trip because I'd have to walk so far and it was so hot and I was so fat and going to be sooo sweaty and tired and dragging. That shamed me.
Seeing pictures of me from my 10 year class reunion (thankfully they weren't tagged for the world to see!). I really didn't know I looked like that.
Not wanting to move around or play with my littles because I'm so large.
Having 3 pairs of pants to wear.
Edging closer and closer to 200 pounds.
Etc, etc, etc.
I'm just miserable and I'm tired of it!