Thank you very much for your advice. It all makes sense and tracking is something that i was very persistent about the first time around.
I actually talked to my husband this morning and told him that I need his help. I just need him to make it a little easier by not suggesting us going out for margaritas or eating unhealthy, but good foods for dinner. He understood and said he is even willing to try the recipes I find on WW's. I just explained to im that I am miserable and need to put the same effort into it as before.
I've never been one to go to the meetings but maybe having this forum to talk to people with the same goal will help.