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Old 01-25-2011, 10:12 AM   #8
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Location: Raritan, NJ
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Originally Posted by JudoGirl View Post
Ok I'm sure this is a new one for everyone...Yesterday I went and bought some pants..I was wearing 18-20 pants and 38-40 jeans now....
I got two size 12...I broke down and cried in the dressing room...I haven't been a size 12 in 20 years...but it was like I was sad...and scared...
I should've come out of the dressing room singing..
But its like I was scared when I put those size 12 pants on...
I've been very successful and am doing what I need and doing it all right
and I hit this wall of oh my goodness..and I just want to cry again...
Help!!! Its like I'm afraid of failure..but I'm not failing...



I weigh in tomorrow..so I'll talk to the ladies..but I need your help people who are going thru this program like me...
Like you, I'm afraid the weight will come back. I'm hesitant to get rid of my "fat clothes". I put on a size 10 this past weekend and that really gave me the mental boost I needed!!! But, I've also discovered that when I've cheated, I was able to get myself back on track. I couldn't have done that before IP. I have my WI today and I'm a little nervous. Now I'm not telling anyone to cheat, because the way my stomach and body reacted, it wasn't worth it!!!!

You're doing awesome!!!!! Keep up the good work. You will not fail!!!
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