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Old 10-01-2010, 10:42 PM   #58
spixiet
Back in the saddle again
 
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Join Date: Sep 2010
Location: Fremont, CA
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Height: 5'6"

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I want to learn to rock-climb, go skydiving or paragliding, ride horses without worrying about hurting the horse or needing a stool to get in the saddle, learn to salsa, take a pole dancing class, shop in the same stores/sections as my friends, wear sexy high heels with lingerie and not feel like an idiot on stilts, jog without getting shin splints, go out dancing with friends and not be a wallflower, and more - I know that I could do some of these things at my current weight, but I don't have the confidence. I spend so much time worrying about what other people might be thinking about "the fat girl" trying these things. As I lose, I'm also taking baby-steps in the land of building my self-confidence from within (i.e. not based on appearance), but I also know that weight loss will really help.... Just looking at my list, I get excited
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