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07-08-2010, 11:43 PM
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It's about time
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Facing friends after huge weight gain
I'm back in Pennsylvania for the summer, where I went to high school, and I'm about 75 pounds heavier than I was last time I saw my friends here (I was 100 pounds more a few months ago...man am I glad I went down the little bit I did ). And I'm about 100 more than the lowest weight they knew me at, when they first met me.
I'm really ashamed; so much that I'm thinking about blowing them off, even though I was really close to them. They're all male, too, which I feel like might make it more noticeable. I want to see them, but I'm just so humiliated. I know i'll regret it if I don't, but I don't know if I can work up the courage.
Anyone experienced this? Have any advice?
Last edited by ParadiseFalls; 07-08-2010 at 11:45 PM.
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07-08-2010, 11:47 PM
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wow, i totally understand this feeling. Here's the deal. You are there for the summer right? These are long lost friends. I don't think it is going to make a difference because they haven't seen you in a while. They expect people to change over time. Will you be going back next year? If you are, you will be a success story because no doubt you will be healthier and fit and trim by then....don't miss this opportunity to see your friends.
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07-08-2010, 11:48 PM
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These people are your friends because of who you are, not because of your weight. I say hang out with them!
J
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07-08-2010, 11:49 PM
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I faced the same thing a while back when I was living in Vegas for a few months, and some friends of mine from high school (that was only 3 years ago!) were in town and wanted to come by. I was 75lbs more than the last time they saw me... and 100lbs more than when I started high school, and just like you, I was humiliated and terrified of them seeing me like.. this.
I ended up chickening out, and backed out of the plans. But then i got to thinking: Yeah, I've gained weight. So what? Why should that matter to them if they REALLY are my friends? It shouldn't.
I know it's hard, but if they're friends worth keeping, they won't think any differently of you now than they did then. I wish I hadn't have backed out.
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07-08-2010, 11:53 PM
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Ugh, I know how this is too. I avoided my friends for a while because of weight gain, and ultimately it hurt my friendship a LOT. One of them I don't know if I'll be able to recover.
SO GO! See them! Have a good time!
I just ran into an old friend of mine from High School a month ago. I was SO excited to see her again. Yes, she gained some weight. Yes, I did notice. No, I didn't comment. And NO, it didn't change my view of her or did it effect how good a time we had. Things were just as they always were. If she were to hide away and avoid me... I would have been so sad, and I'd miss out on seeing her. It would only drive us a little more apart than we've already been...
So please. See them. You'll have a good time. Be yourself. (And heavens forbid, don't text on your cellphone the whole time!! That was the only thing I disliked about re encountering my friend. Texting in the presence of company--especially a friend you haven't seen in years--is SO rude [/tirade]) You'll regret it if you don't.
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07-09-2010, 12:15 AM
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You know, I saw pics from my college reunion. Very few of them were highschool size anymore either.
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07-09-2010, 12:43 AM
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Honey, you will be surprised to see that they've probably all gained weight, too. Don't put off friends just b/c you're embarrassed...it's just not worth it. Besides, if they're true friends it won't matter to them.
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07-09-2010, 12:55 AM
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I'm in the same boat ... but we're getting there arent we! closer to our goal every day
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07-09-2010, 08:12 AM
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The girl who can
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Quote:
Originally Posted by ParadiseFalls
They're all male, too, which I feel like might make it more noticeable.
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If they're male, do you know what will probably happen? One of them will say, "Something looks different. Did you get your haircut or something?" And that will be the end of it. Men are oblivious. Seriously.
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07-09-2010, 08:20 AM
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Defying Gravity
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I just went to my HS reunion and I am much heavier than I was 30 years ago and if anyone thought that I would look and be the same size then they are living in a fantasy land. All the men were bald that were boys when I knew them and many had guts but they are still the same sweet boys I knew back then. The girls were caddy back then and still are as women. I didn't sweat it, just enjoyed those who enjoyed my company as I did theirs.
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Originally Posted by ParadiseFalls
I'm back in Pennsylvania for the summer, where I went to high school, and I'm about 75 pounds heavier than I was last time I saw my friends here (I was 100 pounds more a few months ago...man am I glad I went down the little bit I did ). And I'm about 100 more than the lowest weight they knew me at, when they first met me.
I'm really ashamed; so much that I'm thinking about blowing them off, even though I was really close to them. They're all male, too, which I feel like might make it more noticeable. I want to see them, but I'm just so humiliated. I know i'll regret it if I don't, but I don't know if I can work up the courage.
Anyone experienced this? Have any advice?
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07-09-2010, 09:12 AM
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Yeah, I think that since they're men, they're way less likely to notice! Women tend (not all women, I personally never notice when people gain or lose weight) to be more judgmental about these things.
Go, have fun, don't worry about it! They're you're friends, and they want to see you and spend time with you, based on your personality, not based on your appearance.
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07-09-2010, 09:20 AM
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tamIam
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@Rochester- lol! I was thinking the same thing.
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07-09-2010, 11:41 AM
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I gained 90 pounds in about 3.5 years (ouch!) When I saw my college freinds for the first time again, I almost just blew it all off. But, it was fine, no one said anything (though I'm sure they noticed) and we had a great time. At some point, I mentioned that I was working on losing weight and lost close to 20 so far (I think because I turned down somethign tasty!) and everyone said that was awesome and I looked great, etc. I figured that way I got the elephant in the room out of the way, and I could stop worrying about it. But really, you'll regret not seeing them. You're switching to a lifestyle that is all about living your life to the fullest and not letting your weight hold you back. Let this time with friends refelct that.
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07-09-2010, 11:46 AM
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See them! I didn't go to my 30th high school reunion this fall because I felt too fat and have regretted it ever since! Plus I saw the pics from the reunion when they were posted on FB and let's just say I was unnecessarily worried!
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07-09-2010, 11:48 AM
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Boston Qualifier and MOM
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They are all men? Oh they will be too busy worrying that you'll notice they have gone bald to notice that you have gained weight.
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