I had to start this weight loss journey for health reasons (diabetes, PCOS, want a baby and must lose weight first). I have been terrified the entire time though because my hubby has a thing for big girls and has never been with a small woman. Right now I am the smallest woman ever and was pretty close to it when I started (and that's even counting the fact that his ex-wife was only 17 when they met, she got a lot bigger later). He has supported and encouraged me the entire time. He has been amazing, but I have been scared anyway that he wouldn't be attracted to me when I got to where I'm going. I never doubted he'd still love me, I just worried he wouldn't be physically attracted to me. In the last few days I have found out that it is not so much that he only likes larger women, but that he does not like skinny. My goal is not skinny, my long term goal is muscles, I want as much muscles as the time I have to devote to training and my body with no steroids will allow. Apparently he not only does not dislike this, but actually likes it. I found out he has had a little crush on she-hulk since he was a little boy (isn't that cute?), though lucky for me it doesn't take THAT much muscle for it to be a good thing to him. I don't think I have ever felt so relieved in my entire life.
Relief
