No problem, Terri, I NEED therapy.
I was thinking of the letter thing myself. I really can't talk to my siblings about this because they all had a different relationship with her than I did.
There are a lot more things that go on inside of me that have to do with her.
Do you know what a Silhouette is? Well I have collected them for years. They are Victorian looking people usually in black. Anyway, about 5 or 6 years ago I was at an antique show and picked one up. It is a couple in front of a fire place. She is embroidering while the man is standing with his arm on the mantle. I turned it over and there is a calander - April 1951
THE MONTH AND YEAR I WAS BORN!!! Needless to say my heart skipped a beat, many actually. Of course I had to buy it!!!
On the mantle of this fireplace was a clock showing 8:19PM - I had to check. I pulled out my birth certificate when I got home. I was born at 8:20PM.
My therapist friend asked me what I thought it meant - I told her,
"It validated my life".
Everytime I look at the Silhouette I think of what a miracle!!