I wasn't sure where to start, and I will most likely do my introduction after this post. Here's the issues I'm aware of...I have a food addiction, motivation issues, self accountability issues, self esteem isn't an issue, and I have medications I take that are a bit of a challenge at times....
I started this journey at 463 lbs. in 2005. I have tried WW, shakes, and a lot of other fad diets, which they work, but I don't stick to them. I had a job that was very physical and very hot. I dropped weight like crazy, I got down to 298. My lowest weight since I was in 7th grade. Yes I have been over 300 lbs since I was 13. I'm 32 now, and still not giving up all hope.
I got on the scale the other day, my boyfriend went out and bought me all the supplies I need to go back to doing protein shakes, and a scale, and the foods to make salads...and I climbed on said scale and got back off three times...380. It had to be lying....but I went to the dr a few days later...that scale said the exact same thing...
*sigh* My house smells like strawberry cupcakes for my boyfriend's daughter's easter party tomorrow...I keep saying I will start trying again on this day...or that day...So tomorrow is D day...Not DIET...I dislike that work...DIABOLICAL-NESS. I am going to be evil to my weight...I'm going to make it cry....
But I need some help...I am looking for an accountability partner/cheerleader...Any volunteers?
I added Pictures...the first one was close to my heaviest, the middle was close to my smallest...and the last is my favorite recent picture...