Good Evening Everyone!!
Going to start out with personals today!
Fi My dear love, I am so sorry that you are going through another rough patch. Please come here any time you need to vent! We are all understanding, and have all gone through our own trials at some point or another and knowing someone is here to pick you back up when you fall down will help you greatly. I do worry about you not eating, though I know it is a struggle. I wish you well and please come here any time you need someone we are all here and all love you!
Ubee I think decompressing the stress and then having the realization of how big I had gotten is what made me say, ok, EFF this, I can't continue to do this to myself! Nobody is going to change me, but me! I'm happy I am able to help and I'm always here if you need someone!
Time Everyone already said pretty much I was thinking, and its obvious you know what you need to do to make you happy. You have a wonderful spirit so it someone isn't there to accept you, or love you for who you are, and will drop you like a penny in a well when someone "better" comes along then it isn't worth it. I wish you well with this situation and know we're all here for you!
Betsy My love!! I am so ready to count how many days we all stay on plan!! I've been doing pretty good lately...The weekends seem to be the only time I have a little bit of a rough time but even now if I'm wanting to eat out or something, I usually end up getting some sort of salad without cheese or croutons and get the best dressing that is available. I think this will be even better for everyone because we can all see it plain as day how well we are doing or if we need some extra encouragement, anyone who is having better days can be there for anyone who isn't...let's rock this girl!!
Dean Don't worry about not doing personals every day...Just knowing you're checking in with everyone is always good enough for me! Hope you're having a lovely day!!
Today was a pretty good day...just a typical work day...After work I went to Wal Mart because I decided I am going to buy this dumbbell set I saw online last night by Gold's Gym that was only $15...They had some in stock and I was so excited to get it home and use it. I opened it up and took out all the contents and two of the smaller weights are cracked where the bar goes in. It's a vinyl set. So needless to say I'm going to take it back tomorrow and hope there is another set that I can trade it out for...I think there was only 1 other set there. I'm ready to start lifting so I can slowly sculpt this body underneath all this flesh. I am really hoping my skin bounces back half way decent in this journey. I don't know if I would be able to get funding or afford to have surgery. But I'm not letting that bother me right now, I'm just more focused on losing the weight and getting healthy. Planned on doing arms tonight so I guess I'll have to use these little 3 lb weights I already had and just do more reps...I'm also going to get some cardio done. Taking a break from the balance ball tonight
Anyway, I'm off to get my rosemary chicken going in the oven so it is cooking while I work out.
Hope everyone is doing AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! Big love from Myrtle Beach!! <3