Here's something that comes under the heading of "small victories": my car was just about out of gas yesterday, so I pulled into the 7-11 where I usually fill up (they have the best price). Before I even got out of my car at the pump, I realized with a sinking sensation that I wanted very badly to go into the 7-11 and buy a bunch of the cookies I used to binge on. 'Scared the h-e-l-l out of me. So I peeled out of there as fast as I could. Well today, my car was still out of gas, right? Guess what: I was able to pull back into the same 7-11 and get gas—no problem. I thought about those cookies they had, going "Ha ha ha! You cookies don't boss ME around no more!" =big grin=
So I'm finally getting my mojo back—yay!
Larry— I've had that same thought about not very many old fat people...but my paternal grandmother was an exception: she was quite fat, and lived to 84, sharp as a tack to the very last day. She died of a stroke: I guess her weight was a risk factor for that. I think it's great you're becoming an expert on volumetrics. I would like to become an expert on low-carbohydrate diets, but I've fallen behind on my reading because I was so busy studying French to keep up with my Belgian friend. I guess I don't have to do that anymore, but I kind of want to anyway, because I've always wanted to be fluent in a 2nd language, and this is my chance...
Erin— That's really terrific you're halfway to your 10% goal! I hope you have a fabulous and a romantic time on your date night with your husband...
Terra— Sorry I haven't had a chance to comment on your weight loss: 5 pounds is excellent! I hope you can find a way to be putting in those walks every day: those sound like a key part of what you're giving to yourself these days. You gotta give love to yourself, all of us do!
Sam— Gosh, that's terrible news about your friend in Portland. I hope he gets some serious help! Are you guys still in touch? If you have a postal address for him, I bet he'd appreciate knowing that you're thinking about him. (I'm big on the postal system, on sending letters and cards: in the age of the Internet, good ol' paper-and-pen communication means a lot more than it used to, because it's special.) Oh and by the way, I think it is majorly cool that your husband plays in a band!! I'm a serious rock-n-roll fan, and I love reggae, too! The closest I've gotten to having my husband in a band is that Bob used to do sound for a little bar band in Houston. Bob has a PhD and was on the faculty at Rice at the time, so the band always used to introduce him as "The Professor," even though bands don't usually do that for just the sound guy. It was pretty funny.
silent— I'm also curious to know where you're goin' on your vacation—somewhere warm, I assume! Please try to banish those thoughts about wishing you had lost more weight by now: you're a beautiful woman, and you should be lovin' yourself just exactly the way you are.
Jane— Glad to see you back! I'm impressed that you're in a 26 and a 2X: you go girl!! I wish I were that size already, but then I wish I were tall like you are. At least the size part I can do something about... =laugh=
Dean— Good for you that you've been stayin' on plan and that your A1C is down! Say, I'd like to hear more about those doggies of yours, when you get a chance. What are their personalities like?
Ubee— I really appreciate what you said about my collage, about how the woman is bright and lively: you're right, 'cause I did want there to be something upbeat about the collage, even though it's expressing pain. Thanks so much for what you said about my being stronger: at first when I read your words I thought, "Naah, I'm not stronger." But then the more I thought about it, I realized that when I started on 3FC, I hadn't conquered my binging on cookies yet: that was a HUGE step. Say, I had a thought about your being tired: are you sure you're getting enough sodium? You're the expert on your Grain Brain diet, but I've read that low-carb diets tend to be diuretic—as in you pee out both water and sodium. I've noticed that I have more energy if I have a big mug of broth every day: that's what they recommend for people on Atkins, as a healthy way to take in a bit more sodium. Just any kind of bouillon cube is the easiest way to do it: I like the chicken ones, so it tastes like good ol' Jewish-remedy chicken soup. =smile=
Melissa— Wow—I loved your comment on my collage! It's the best one I've gotten, and that includes the art forums I'm on. You articulated very well the sense of old-timey entertainment at the seaside, and I hadn't noticed that the angles of the postcard pieces suggest a possibility for repair. The end of an adventure and the beginning of a new chapter, huh? Well, today at least I'm not ready for that adventure to be over. I just sent Robine a package with a favorite (very peaceful) CD and a card with a note on it about how I hope our friendship can survive the end of our email correspondence. So my heart is still on the line... =sigh= I just don't give up on relationships very easily...
Betsy— I know you're busy takin' care of your bro-in-law, but I want you to know I miss you!