I thought my goal weight would be 140-150 pounds, but I am seeing now that my goal weight is 120 pounds. I use to weigh 250 pounds and I worked really hard to lose weight. I ended up losing 120 pounds but got pregnant, had a lot of trouble with my pregnancy that put me on bedrest and I ended up not only gaining 85 pounds, but I also ended up with a food addiction that I am just now learning to break. It's been almost 4 years and I have been struggling with my weight. This year I made it my goal to learn to eat in moderation and not base my life on food. I feel like I am on a really good road, and I am going to keep travelling it, but I also know that I want to weigh 120 pounds. I am barely 5' and so 120 pounds is ideal. I don't know if I will ever get there, but I really feel like if I can overcome my 30's, and get past birthing 5 children, then I can hit 120 pounds. I have 74 pounds to lose. It seems scary, but exciting and I am going to need support, but that's why I'm here