so i just joined 3fc yesturday but have been on my weight loss goal for 51 days today! started at 268 now at 248!
i signed up for the 30 lb by new years challenge and of course am excited to weigh myself tomorrow !
but i decided today to do something i haven't yet and that was measure myself. i got out my measuring tape and had my bf measure all my parts. and i was shocked !
i never really new how big i actually was, sure i new i was chubby and all but maybe i just became really good at angling the camera for pics ?
after he measured me i sat on the couch with the measuring tape in my hand and measured out a 50" circle on it and realized that was my waist. then i continued with looking at how big my arms and calves and hips and bust.
and i wounder to myself, when did i gain all this ?
i cant believe how i didnt feel it going on but i can feel it coming off.
after taking 4 hours to sit here and wounder how i was so oblivious im back in the real world and knowing unless i make it go away its all here to stay.
failing isnt an option for me! i have a 10 year old special needs daughter who depends on me to take care of her and i have my wedding next october and my goal is to be tankini hot and sipping fruity drinks with a hot pool boy on a beach for 13 days to enjoy my year of hard work and effort lol.i can picture myself on that beach and its NOT with all these lbs on me.
all u ladies who read this i apperciate any motivational advice, and i would really like to read your success stories as well as what didnt work for you.