Hey all! I have been a member for a while, but haven't posted in a VERY very long time. I have kept telling myself that I would get my butt back in gear, but here I am years later and heavier than I have ever been.
Its nobody's fault but my own, so I am not going to try and make excuses. Pretty much I just didn't want to try.. I didn't care. And I know I should care. I turned 30 in August and I am too young to let myself go like this.
We had been trying to have a baby with no success.. we had to move to IVF (in-vitro) because of issues with my DH. I have had two losses and its been tough to deal with.
I need to get my mind and my focus back into this and not sit and feel sorry for myself. Being more healthy can do nothing but help when we decide to start trying again to get pregnant.
I have a gym membership but I hated going. I hate to exercise because I was bored.. I would read a book and it would help but I hated it. But yesterday I finally forced myself to go to Zumba. I loved it! I can't wait to go again.
So there is my story.. I really hope to stick around this time!