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Originally Posted by milliondollarbbw
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For those who have been overweight since childhood, how are you dealing with it now?
On a more personal note, did you see any changes in your dating life?
I feel like I am a good person and definitely wifey material as some would say, but I get very little male attention. I am working on putting more effort into how I look and smiling more often as a way of boosting the positive vibes I am sending out to others.
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I was fortunate enough to find a man who was blind to my being overweight. In all honesty, DH and I met online first and chatted for 2 years before we met even though we sent each other photos. With all of our "defects", we're a happy couple. Having said that though, I was never interested in dating (I was asexual, hid behind my friends and felt more comfortable chatting with men than chatting them up) when I was younger, though I did go on a few dates in university.
It's not about putting the effort into how you look (that's part of it), but about the confidence that you exude. You say:
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I also feel a bit despondent in that I worry that even if i lose this weight, I may be older and how desirable will I be on the whole marriage market?
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Drop that like it's HOT! Stop worrying. There is no reason to worry at all. Worry creates anxiety and anxiety creates mental blocks and obstacles into getting what we want. I reckon 90% of the worrying we do is pointless. How is worrying about what you look like "now" and what you will look like "after" going to get you a man? Anxiety is unbecoming, it's not sexy, it's not attractive and speaking from experience, men find it very difficult to understand and like a woman who constantly disrespects herself (because if you can't respect yourself, who can you respect?).
I know you can handle what I'm about to say because I sense that you're a strong woman.
What I'm seeing here is a woman who is trying to get out of a hole, but doesn't have the motivation (I don't, I can't, I worry, I look silly, I wasted; your words, not mine). Maybe you do have the motivation, but want to rant. That's fine. But realise that ranting only puts your problems out there, it won't help you solve them. All of us here have some kind of confidence issues- whether we look good naked, whether DH our partner still loves us post-pregnancy body, whether we have a fashion sense or look like asexualised beings because we've got to dress to cover our bellies, thighs, etc. To stay attractive or to be attractive, confidence is one of the first things men look at in a woman. You know what "they" say": fake it till you make it.
If you have ideas of how you want to look when you are thinner (not IF you get there, but WHEN you get there), find pictures of them in magazines and put them on a "desire board" (a corkboard wishlist of things you want in your life). I'm creating one this week, complete with pictures of my perfect body, my perfect house, etc. You need to be able to visualise what you want and act accordingly.