First I have to apologize ONCE more for taking a little hiatus. First I was getting things done before school/work started back. Taking DD to do fun things like the movies, shopping, swimming. Then school started back and oh boy at the paperwork. The first 3 days of school I didn't leave my office except to call parents or Dr's office to verify new orders. (I'm a school nurse for those of you who don't know). I thought I would post at night but have been coming home so exhausted
that I haven't felt like doing much of anything .
On top of that (and why I am exhausted) I have yet ANOTHER sinus infection
. My head feels like it's going to explode. I haven't been sleeping very well and I am so tired.
Even with school starting back and being sick for the last two weeks I have been very good on my diet. I decided that the best thing for me was to do Weight Watchers. This is my third time on WW but third times is the charm, right?
I have tried many diets but always feel left out when I can't join my friends and family. What I need to do is learn to live with food, not live for food. I am DOING it this time and not just dreaming about it. I know WW's works, when I was very commited I would lose. What I did was have days of complete commitment, then the next day, I'd be ohhh... just one bite, one little bit of something, then it was an eating all day long and I told myself, you can start tomorrow. Then start the next day, fall off the following day. Plus I have cheated and under counted my points. And so the cycle continued for years and years.
I am sick and tired of gaining and losing the same weight year after year. I am sick of being frustrated. I am sick of looking the way I do. I am sick of dreaming about it but never doing it. I am here now to DO IT!.
So I am happy to report after the last two weeks of being commited I am down from 214.6 to 209.8 this morning.