Same kinda week here . I feel like a cow
because I keep eating things I am not supposed to eat. Last night DH's friend came over to work on putting in a dishwasher so I cooked a spinach quiche for me. And then I cooked a HUGE batch of homemade spaghetti for them. DH had gone out and bought a huge loaf of garlic bread. The smells really got to me and I ate a bite of spaghetti and before I knew it polished off three pieces of garlic bread
. Then at bible study they bring out a huge bowl of mini twix's and I ate three or four of those. Of course after all that then the guilt slips in and I felt horrible.
I know I didn't ruin my chances of being healthier only set my self back. Why do I keep doing this to myself? does anyone else have moments of little or no will power and then you feel so bad after ward? How do you get that motivation back?
I sat down last night before I went to bed and prayed that the Lord's will be done. I am in a much better state this morning and have that motivation back. I have some social engagements coming up that I need to be strong for. I have a plan> (going to take calorie friendly recipes) < that way I will have something to eat. I am only really worried about one, it's a "round up" with BBQ. They have asked us to bring potato salad, banana pudding, baked beans. None of that is good. I think I will just eat light that day and have a small bite while I am there. Life doesn't stop just because you are watching what you eat. These are the things that usually trip me up but I am not going to let it this time! (Told ya I had that motivation back! lol)
Can you beleive it's snowing here and last week we had 70 degree temps.
LOL I have a new purple leaf flowering peach tree that is so beautiful DH and I were out at 1000pm last night trying to cover it up. It's 15 tall and wasn't that easy to do. He got up on a bucket and tossed a king sized sheet over, it wasn't big enough so I had to tie several smaller sheets together. I hope I saved it. tonight is supposed to be even colder so I left it covered today because he won't be home to help me cover it tonight.