hi all. i haven't posted in the 30 somethings forum before.
i have been working hard at weight loss since nov. 4th and in that time period, lost 27 lbs. under a doctor's supervision. (before that - last jan through may, i lost 20 lbs and have kept that off, but no significant effort from june-oct b/c i lost motivation).
and i'm deathly afraid of losing motivation that will stop my efforts for another 5 months.
especially because, 3 days ago, i just lost all motivation.
i was doing so well with my diet and exercise. in the past month i lost 9.5 lbs.... that was including my christmas long weekend of cheating, and i was thrilled at that accomplishment. even though i have such a lot of weight to lose that that is just a drop in the bucket, i know that every pound counts.
but the past few days i have eaten way more calories than i should be and NOT exercised. i don't want to sabatoge my efforts, and i don't want to put that weight back on. i have worked too hard to get it off. this loss of motivation scares me.
i can't get why my motivation has waned and i can't figure out how to get past it. it doesn't help that i am having sinus issues and have been really busy so it's easy to let exercise slide when i don't feel well AND don't have much free time.
i really want to meet my weight loss goals, i feel like in a lot of ways my life is on hold until i do that. not that i think that's a good way to live, i just have a hard time shaking that mentality.
anyway don't want to go on about this too long i just wondered if you have any suggestions on how to get my motivation back? any inspiring articles to read or stories...? i looked around this site a bit hoping that i'd read something that kicked it in gear, but i must not be looking in the right places.
i do plan to watch the biggest loser on tuesday (that always helps a bit) but i need my motivation back NOW... i really don't want to let this slump slow down my efforts and i'm afraid to even get on the scale and see if i've gained weight these past few days.
thanks,
eliz