Struggling to re-start
It has taken me 1 year to lose 63lbs. I have been heavy all of my life. Last January, as many Januarys before I started my weight loss program. For some reason it stuck. My husband joined in and he to lost 60lbs. I must admit I did it without exercise. Around the holidays, I started to eat a little hear and a little there. It is now the end of January, I am up 5lbs and can't seem to get started again. I am so irratated that I can't find it in myself to stop eating. There is plenty of stress in my life, but right now, most of my anxiety comes from the fear of being unable to get back to eating right. Every night I lay down and promise myself tomorrow will be better. Here it is, it is tomorrow and I have started the day wrong again. I don't understand what has changed my way of thinking. I figured it would not hurt to write my rant down and share with others who may be experiencing the same things. I have visited these boards often in the last year, and love the inspiration. Thanks to all!
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