Momof4, I'm so sorry. I have been reading daily but what's in my head doesn't always show up on a post. I've been so tired I haven't posted much. I will let you know however that when I saw that you had posted I was on the phone with a friend and I immediately told her I had to go so I could read your post.
The curiosity was killing me.
I've written a few 'where are you's' in my posts while you were gone so I should get some brownie points for that right?
Either way I'm glad you are back and ok.