I will be 35 in May and that seems soooooo much worse than 30.
When I turned 30, we had just had our first child and I was the lightest I had been in a while. Now I am on the eve of 35, my magic number that I am afraid to risk another pregnancy, and I am at my heaviest, and have had a miscarriage and no other children. It's alot harder.
On the the positive side- I am here, back on plan, lost 5 pounds since NewYear's, my son is wonderful and my husband loves me dearly. Not too bad, its only a number, it can't hurt me unless I make it.
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