*I want to feel comfortable wearing more than the one same stupid outfit I wear EVERY day ..
* I want to buy cute clothes and have fun with fashion again .. I ALWAYS loved clothes soooo much ( A obsession) now I dread even having to go get a single pair of jeans... ugh
* I want to be able to actually wear ANY bathing suit.... ( without wanting to drop dead)
* I want my husband to be attracted to me again ( trust me he is NOT )
* I want to be comfortable to get dressed in front of my husband again.
* I don't want to always think about what other people are thinking about me .. If they see the same thing I do ..or do they see worse or better? I HATE being so self conscious...
* I want to feel good about how I look again
* I want to look good and be a good role model for my kids teach them to be healthy and eat RIGHT.
* I want to get back my confidence , I remember when I'd go into public and not even think twice about it !.
* I really really want to stop being depressed about how I look .
* I want to wear shorts and tanks and SKIRTS and dresses.... did I mention SKIRTS? In the summer time when its HOT.
* most of all I just want my happy life back .
man that is ALOT of wants !
I jsut wish I WANTED to go exercise