congrats on the engagement jess! that's so exciting. you'll have to give us details like how he proposed, wedding plans, etc. i love that kind of stuff!!
stephiewilliams- wow! you did have a tough day. but you're right bad things do come in threes so you're finished, right?! try not to worry about the reporter. if she wanted something specific she should have communicated that to you. tell her that.
i swear i'm not a mean person, but i probably would have said something like, "i wish you would have communicated all your goals BEFORE the project, rather than after. it seems counter-productive. i did the best that i could under the circumstances and given my instruction."
it's definitely something about her, not about you. it also sounds like you need to make a trip to the dr. about your hand and your fainting spell. eventhough it was diagnosed a couple years ago, i feel like it's important that he knows what happened. wow, that must've been sooo scary! i hope you make a quick recovery. and
don't worry about exercising! you need to take care of yourself first.
daisy boo- i kinda know what you're going through. i had a massive panic attack on wednesday night. i felt like everything was was spiraling out of control. it's a horrible feeling like you can't breathe, etc. what always helps me is to make a list and try to cross of things off the list. write things you can do immediately. vaccum, laundry, cook a couple meals at one time for the rest of the week, etc...once you make progress with one, it's a HUGE confidence builder and the others will seem more attainable, even the long term goals like working out. hang in there.
as for me, the positive side of being an "adult" is that since you have to work, you won't have to worry about being with family chowing down at easter.
the negative, is that you won't have to worry about being with family and chowing down at easter.
the bf and i have decided since it's beautiful here this weekend to play some tennis (i want to start having a physical activity that he'll do with me), but i know my thoughts will be at home. oh well. i've been good with eating lately. i didn't work out yesterday, but did pretty hard the day before. i'm going for a run today outside and ALSO the gym. hopefully the gym has cooled down a bit. we're in that in between time where they don't necessarily want to put on the a.c., but the open doors aren't cutting it anymore. if it's too hot, i'll just do weights.
have a great weekend everyone!
Really excited to be marrying my sweetie pie 
