I bought a size 14 just to be safe. :'( I can't believe how bad I've let things get in just the past 3 months. 3 months ago I was a comfortable 12, and I could squeeze into a 10 if I felt confident that day. And now I guess I'm a 16. I knew it had gotten bad, but this is ridiculous.
I'm so bummed right now. I was so excited when my dress arrived. I pulled it on, and I was blown away how perfect it was, even better than I thought. But then I went to zip and I could only get it about halfway.
I am definitely in the dumps, and feeling like a huge cow. My fiance is no help bc he won't even acknowledge a difference, and keeps insisting I look great (yeah right). I know beating myself up won't help- if it did, I'd be a freakin model right now. But I can't help it.
I don't even know why I'm posting this. I guess I just wanted to rant, maybe some advice about feeling better about myself under the circumstances, or maybe advice about starting this mad dash to zip that I'm now faced with.