Thanks melon and amerry.
I'll be seeing a doctor in February but I'm not sure if that will make me worse or better because I know meds can cause weight gain, too...
I'm going to try that pixel. I'll think of you when I think I'll eat something just because.
Today is the day I'll try to take control. I got down to 135.6 and I'm hovering here so I did lose 4 pounds. Six more to go for my next goal, there is no reason I can't do this and I'll think of you ladies when I chicken out.