Let myself go last week. Over indulged, had beer, cheesecake and coffee, fast food and laid around.
I stepped on the scale this morning when my already too tight jeans finally would not button and....up to 186.4.
Why am I doing this to myself? I just can't seem to get myself together and do the hard work all in sync that it takes to lose weight. I write in my calorie journal, my online blog, get a few workouts in with little results. But then I let myself go for a week and gain it all back and then some!
I can't wait for this "want" I have to finally kick in. I took photos this morning of myself crammed in my jeans and boy did I go through a box of tissues
I know if I really want it, I will make it happen, I just need to kick myself in the butt and get going.
Well I know one thing, I refuse to buy a bigger size pant, so I better do something or I won't be able to leave the house! I feel like I need a good shaking!
Sincerely, Frustrated!