I finally faced the scale this morning. 180.2, way up from my low of 174.8 a week ago.
I think at least 2-3 pounds of it is water weight. I climbed back on the diet wagon and fixed myself a healthy breakfast. I also completed my first meaningful run in nearly 2 weeks. I ran 3.8 miles then nearly collapsed. I just felt awkward rather than comfortable running. My legs were there but I struggled to breathe and my stomach kept cramping up. It kills me because I am training for a half marathon and ran 5.7 and 5.8 miles easily 2 weeks ago. I feel hopeful that my lungs will come back after a few more runs. On days like this I try to remember how far I have come. I started running at 216 pounds and could barely run for 2 min. It took me a several months to work up to 2 and 3 miles. Now that I got my car and things are settling down, I’m trying to get into a good routine.
Also I am forcing myself to go see this guy friend from college I’ve had a flirty thing with for awhile. He lives about an hour away. I set a deadline of 2/20 so that I’ll finally do it and find out if we have something. Therefore I hope to be at 165 by then. Meeting up with a hot guy in 3 weeks is very motivating
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