I think I ate really well over the 3-day weekend while I was at home with my mum, so I'm looking forward to weighing tomorrow morning. I'm also wanting to see that water weight from my period be gone soon. Even though I haven't actually gotten my period in like 5 months now, I still retain water when I'm SUPPOSED to get it. Its a long story. I'm going to a gyno next month though... I personally think its just due to the pill I'm on.
ANYWAYS. I know you all needed that TMI.
I WANT TO BE IN THE 220s ALREADY. I was 223 when I started college, 218-ish for most of high school, and who knows the last time I was in onederland.
Sorry, I'm just feeling impatient today!
AND YES I AM ALL FOR THIS CADBURY SUPPORT GROUP!!!
I'm not a Cadbury egg fan, but omg. I think at least an inch of fat on my a$$ is due to those peanut butter eggs.
The date was nice, good conversation, all of that. I'm...conflicted and pretty much angry at the straight male population, throwing in there my gay ex boyfriend.
Also, it was 'dinner' and there WAS NO SALAD! I ordered the veggie quesedilla and picked out the filling of half of it and ate the side salad. I had 1 glass of wine and lots of water. I had 350 calories left before I went out, so I think I'm fine, I just feel bad that I totally didn't eat my food and he paid for it.
Trust me, I eat enough of those peanut butter eggs to make up for not liking Cadbury - I'm just not a caramel fan.
Confliction - I need to either get over CB or smack him upside the damn head. I've been told to set a deadline, and stick with it. This week, the deadline is April. I'm going to see what happens with pub golf this weekend, if I can get drunk enough and talk to him. This leads into my anger at all of my ex boyfriends for effing my head up. Yes, I'll take some responsibility for no self confidence, but my track record doesn't help.
I'm actually in a fairly good mood - thanks to Ke$ha and Katy Perry. I heart dance music.
Also - I did this ballet work out this morning. I.hurt.all.over. This is what I get for not doing any sort of strength training for like 5 years.
Cadbury eggs? *swoon* I love the caramel filled ones. God, i can feel my mouth watering right now.
Stella, I wouldn't feel bad about not eating all your food. That finish what's on your plate is a mentality that gets us into trouble! Though, I suppose we can all blame our mothers for that, lol. I always think, "there are starving children in Africa..." Of course, this might just be my subconscious giving me an excuse to eat more.
Stella - I'm sure he didn't care if you finished your food or not. He's not your mama and he took you out to dinner, most likely to enjoy your company and not watch you eat. Besides, American portions are ginormo so you shouldn't feel pressured to finish.
hi girls... i'm super bummed right now!! I ate crappy yesterday and the scale yelled at me for it this morning. And today i didn't have time to work out... again. I need to make working out a priority.... I am going to push myself to work out 4-5 times a week solid for the next month. plus i have a 5k on saturday!!! i don't feel completely ready, but i'm ready enough that hopefully it will go okay.
p.s. eff cadbury eggs. they are soo good and soo bad. I will not eat ONE this year. I can't. If i have one, i'll have six. and then i'll regret it and feel like crap
today i pulled out my dvd for hip hop abs (I had it for like, months ago). And FINISHED it.
It's like, one of the best abs exercise ever lol.
After 5 first minutes, my abs were in pain (good pain though). I almost gave up. But I rested for 1 minutes and then I thought to myself ... "I should pull myself together and finish it, pain means my muscles is working and means my abs will be stronger, flater... soon"
So yay. I finished it. 35 minutes later and here i am so happy XD I'm in high mood after the exercise :P Sorry for the ramble post XD I just need to share that i didn't quit XD
