Ok, so I was hear in January and I was doing really really good, about twenty pounds down, and then it just all started to snow ball, I stopped going to weight watchers, I stopped working out and then I finally stopped eating things that were good and I started eating junk food again.
I know I need to do something, I don't feel good about myself, and I have a wonderful boy friend who loves to take me shopping, but I hate going because I never fit in the cloths, and its embarrassing to boot. He is never home, only for two days every two weeks, and its so hard for me to let him see me getting fatter and fatter, we are saposte to be getting married but the thought of myself in a wedding dress just makes me sick.
I need to do this, there is no choice anymore. I need this for my health, both physically and psychologically. I need some help, I know what I am going to be doing for exercise, and what I need to be eating, I just need you all to keep me going, as my family only ever thinks I am only doing it for the **** of it and they all get jealous and try to sabotage my efforts.
If there is anybody who wants to help me and who wants to be accountable with me I would be more then grateful, I know I can't do this alone.