i have never been considered a skinny grl but i was thick with an attractive body. the summer after i grad from hs i met my ex fiancee i weight 175 and my figure was pretty attrctive although i could lose weight. thru my relationship with my ex i completely let my self go you see. i was always battling with my weight in hs so i would keep busy and go to the gym try to eat rite. two yrs later and my ex out of my life i gained 83lbs. it wasnt his fault it was mine for being weak minded . when i was never like that before. i have a gym in the building i like in i want to weigh 110 i am 5'1. but at 140 i will be happy. that is over 150 lbs i need to lose. although i am overweight i believe that i am a pretty girl and i would be even prettier thin. one of the problems i face is that guys like me but they dont want bigger grls. chuby is ok but fat is not. i know that. although it hurts i know that. so that is why i have completely gone off of men. i have devised a plan. at 16 i weighed 190 and went down to 130 by eating rite and working out a lot in the summer. i am going to do it again. i know that i can. i need support though because i have none. my friends are all thin and beautiful i used to work for a european airline so u can imagine jejejej how most of my friends look at 5'8 plus and stick thin. i will never b six feet nor stik thin. im latina i have curves breasts thigh butt and i love it. but i realise i stopped taking care of my self. it isnt even eating bad it is just getting out of the rut i put myslef into.
exercise plan... summer is here and lake michigan is waiting for me...
i plan to roller blade every day for 2 hours. did you guys know that if you roller blade for an hour that is 500 calories you are burning. way more then you would burn on a treadmill and less boring. i hate the treadmill i dread it.
after roller blading for an hr hour or two i plan to dance for thirty minutes. as a teenaer i was involved in jazz latin dance belly dancing and ballet. so as one can saay i know my shyt. hahaha. then i will work on my stomach which god knows i need to do. and my arms.
i know this sounds like a lot but i am not a lazy person which is why many are suprised i am this size if they eat ten times worse then me. ive gone to the dr and i am prefectly healthy. i jsut need to get active.
exercise omg i am so lazxy wokr was tiring and so was school but you know what this is your health this is ur livelihood. i wnet to honduras with the girls. everyonehad such beautiful bodies. tell me if i took ne full length pictures of myself. of course not who the **** wud i show them too. i was too embarassed . i refuse to b embarrased like that again. people i need motivation i need somone telling me you can do it cuz i am not gettin it from my size 0 firends who call and complain theyre fat too me.