Thank you so much guys. I sent an e-mail to my husband about how I was feeling and his response did make me feel better, as well as what you all have said.
I've been really stressed out lately. My husband is deployed and I'm living with my mom and step dad. I'm in school this semester, and next March I'll be moving back to NC to be with my husband when he comes back from deployment so I'm trying to save money. My mom is planning on filing for bankruptcy and moving back to california at the end of the year, thus I'm going to end up going with her because I'm not going to have enough money to move back to NC. She's saying stuff about leaving my step dad and going by herself, and then saying that he's coming. Honestly, whatever she wants to do she can do, but I hate her contradicting herself and putting it all on me. I'd rather be left out of it. Because 1, she only talks to me about things when she's angry at my step dad, then when they make up it's "None of your business." I just want to be left out of it. Then she tells me that she's going to try and sell her other house, and with the money from it she wants to buy me a boob job, and honestly I'd rather if she gave me money to just have my credit card payed off so I don't have to worry about it anymore. I told her that and she's like, "but I'd rather buy you boobs."
I want my husband home and I want to live my life with him and I want to go back to NC and I don't want to be stressed out about this anymore.
*sigh* I'm just so frustrated with life right now.
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