for the first time ever last nite....
a mate touched my stomach....
and i felt comfortable....
it came up cos i kept saying how fat i was....
so i got my stomach rubbed to see if they could feel/pinch any fat....
they cudnt....
there was a time when i wudda just pulled away and curled up at the thought....
i dont know last nite was just different....
was talking to an old high school mate....
she was the thin friend and i was the fat....
told her i bin loosing weight....
and i am now the same size as her....
i told her my plans to go smaller and she cudnt believe id end up smaller than her....
were meeting up next time she is in the area....
im so looking forward to it....
sorry, random post i know!....
