It has been a crappy morning. First off, I'm PMSing, so of course that makes everything seem ten times worse. Our plans fell thru this morning so we've been stuck in the house all day; my son (almost 2) has been having major tantrums all morning, which include lots of whining/crying and throwing of random objects, along with trying to bite me; my cat has puked twice so I've had the lovely job of trying to clean that out of the carpet (while making sure my son doesn't play
in it). Just lots of random little things, that probably seem silly to others but in my state of mind are beyond irritating and have already brought me to tears more than once (I warned you... PMSing!!).
Anyway, all I can think of is how badly I want to drown my emotions in FOOD.
Pizza, french fries, cake, cookies, cheeseburger, nachos.
Anything high-fat and disgusting. That's what I used to do and I still have the urge every single day to eat one of those horrible things. I'm proud to say I haven't TOUCHED any fast food in over 5 weeks (except for 1 Subway sandwich, which totally doesn't count!).
Anyway... my question is, will that feeling EVER go away?? Will I ever get thru a bad day without wanting that stuff?? I have always been such an emotional eater.... how do I get over that for GOOD?