OK, so I had a meal off the life-style today. Last time I did that it was last saturday so I am averaging a meal a week off.
I had chips and queso and a prime rib sandwich.
I know it won't kill me nor will it hurt my weight-loss over all. But dang, I watched this skinny blonde and her boyfriend order three things and all she ate was celery and 2 chicken wings - I wish I could just eat that.
I know I have been good this weekend. Chris and I have been out and about yesterday and today and all I had yesterday was 2 veggie burgers with 1/2 the bun, a side salad and a bake potatoe no butter....and those were two different meals.
I also think I didn't go too far off my calories today because before dinner all I ate was kashi cereal (150 including the skin milk) and a whole wheat mini bagel (120 calories) with laughing cow (35).
I still feel guilty about my dinner....and the last time I made it to the gym was thursday...although I did make my goal of going to the gym this week (which was 3)
I wish I could stop feeling guilty and enjoy life.