I ask as if it is a malfunction of the computer. Unfortunately, it's my own fault. I do really well and then I sabotage myself. What is stopping me from really losing the rest of this weight? ME. I need to stop eating junk or things I turn into junk by overeating them and start looking after myself. I got this way by eating too much and now I'm sliding again. I was sooo good for a month or so and since then I have just been lazy about my weight loss.
I am very frustrated! Now I only have 3 weeks left before my trip and I'm still never putting on a bikini. I dont even have a one piece to wear and I cant afford one so I'm just going to have to deal with it. Luckily I will be in a country where I dont know anyone but I still want to feel good about my body.
Argh. Perhaps the fact that I just binged tonight is getting to me. I'm not happy with myself. I know tomorrow is another day with new choices. I just wish I could turn back tonight and not eat all the junk food I did.