Well I've put on 15kg since I was last here. I just need to do this but I can't stop going to the chip machine at work.
Its not like I don't have motivation. I hate how I look, I feel crap, I have back problems, which have stopped me playing the sport I love. I went to Africa and struggled at certain things, and wasn't allowed to go skydiving because of my weight. (otherwise I did everything else I wanted) Yet I still go to that damn chip machine.
I have a new PT now, so hopefully this will get me motivated back at the gym. My old PT was a lovely person but we just didn't fit and I didn't know how to say anything, so I just didn't go. Stupid.