I want to be able to bring my knee to my chest to tie a shoe. I want to be able to ride a horse with out fear I will have to have the big horse cause I am a big girl. I want to ride a thrill ride with out worry about the seat belt not working. I want to ride in the back of someones car with out worry about the seat belt choking me!
One thing that's still in the works. . .getting out of a chair without making "old Lady" noises and navigating through a restaurant without wondering if I'm going to knock into a table!
You're going to do it!!
I look forward to generally feeling like this is authentically who I am. That when I make eye contact with a stranger I won't have the urge to run up and say "oh, I know I look like this now, but it's not really who I am, you'll see what I mean later!" Weird, no?
I look forward to picking up an item of clothing that catches my eye and NOT listing parts of my body that won't look good in said item.
I look forward to getting onstage to sing in my sexiest outfits, ready to shake it like I was born to do
I look forward to not having that squishing feeling when I sit down in a pair of jeans/pants. You know, when the fat all spills over the top of your pants. In Australia, not sure about elsewhere, we call that spillage a "muffintop"!
Shopping in normal stores
Wearing a slutty outfit (sorry, yes immature but I am 19 years old. I've never had nice legs to throw in people's faces)
Wear a bikini
Get my belly button pierced
Get the "twins" fixed because WHEN (not if) I lose all this weight, they'll need it
Non-vanity:
Be completely healthy and able to run without panting!
I want to be healthy and live a full life. I want to be able to chase my husband around the house without passing out. I want to know what it's like to have a flatter stomach. I want to have good muscle toning. I want my "girls" to be smaller so I don't have to spend so much money on bras. I want to be able to sit on my husbands lap without worrying about his femur snapping under my weight.
*Want to fit into clothes at stores like Forever 21, Charlotte Russe, and Wet Seal.
*Want to climb to the top of the movie theatre seating and not be out of breathe when I sit down.
*Want to not second guess myself when a guy talks to me (Are his friends paying him? Is this a bet?)
*Want to feel comfortable in a dress again.
*Want to feel confident in the dating world
*I want to wear "normal" clothes. I hate going to the store and immediatly if a shirt isn't super duper long I wont' buy it because I'm always trying to cover my belly. I just want to wear something cute for a change! And no I don't want ANYTHING that says "bootylicous" across my rump!
*I can't wait to feel the bones in my body. Yes, there is a rumor there are bones under all my flab!
*I've been wanting to get a smart new shorter haircut but have been holding off until I'm smaller - I want to do a whole new me - body and hair!!!! Ha ha ha mini makeover!!!!
- go to the gym and feel like I belong there, rather than that I need to be there
- walk on the beach without a towel and feel good
- wear short shorts
- feel like when I walk into a room of strangers, people think -- wow, she's fit!
-Shop in "normal" stores & wear cute clothes
-Have a healthy BMI
-Have a baby (I refuse to get pregnant until I'm at goal for at least 3 months)
-Enjoy sex more
-Not be afraid to try indoor rock climbing, skiing, snowboarding, etc...
~repierce my belly button~
~wear a bikini and feel awesome in it~
~have a healthy BMI~
~be able to shop in hollister, forever 21, abercrombie and fitch, american eagle, and H&M for more than just accesories~
I want to stand in a room, and feel confident.
I went shopping when i was in the States over the summer in a shop called Hollister and the shop assistants where soooo rude...I want to have a pretty woman moments, go back try on their crappy clothes and then not buy any lol
Stand in photos and smile not try and hide in the background
oh yeah and a bikini....to work.
Getting pregnant and having a healthy pregnancy, also it'd be nice if people actually noticed when I started to have a baby bump instead of just thinking I'm fat haha
I want my husbands friends to think I'm hot... not in like a gross hit on me kind of way but just think to themselves "wow what did Nathan do to get such a hot wife"
I want to feel genuinly good about myself and my body, I don't want to have to be self concious everywhere I go
To be able to wear anything and everything I want and not worry if they will have my size or if I will look good in it
Thing you dreamed about doing when you are thin
You go girl!!
