You ever have a day when just EVERYTHING is going wrong? Well, multiply it by a week... and thats been my life this last week! *sigh* I guess im just pretty much down in the dumps right now. REALLY wanting to eat something, and trying not to.. its just rough.
Work is going through a lot of changes, in the higher ups.. ive gotten a LOT more responsibility (which is great).. but.. they are working me to death.. I started this stretch with two 12hr days.. sat et sun.. mon i worked 10, tues i worked 10, wed i worked 12, today i did 10.. and my NEXT day off.. is NEXT THURSDAY!!!! a full 7 days from now.. so im just feeling.. *blah*
Oh.. and by the way.. can i mention that im a single mom of a 6 and 2 year old.. and im in school also.. *sigh*
When i get like i just want to curl up on the sofa with some soda, a candy bar and a huge bag of chips.. watch movies.. and ignore the world.. So.. im posting this to remind myself.. that.. I have come so far.. and dont want to screw it up now!!!!!!!!!!!!
*successfully given up caffiene.. as of last Friday.. so a whole week (hmm.. maybe this is why ive had a rough week!)
*lost 68 lbs since March of 05.. not the best.. but not too bad either..
*lost 20 lbs since May of 06..
*maintained a 4.0 GPA WHILE raising two kids and working full time....
I dont know why i get so down on myself.. im awesome!!!!!!!!!..
I just wish i could convince myself of it more often...
Can anyone else relate? and how do you get through it??