I was gone.. I wasn't doing my best (though not my worst). I was just doing some soul searching and while I am still having my food issues. I am having a really good feeling inside lateley. I went to the doctor about my depression and I am getting help. I have been on the meds for a week and I swear I feel a difference already. Not sure if it's possible but I just feel empowered. Well I'm gonna go now.. I know I can do this. One meal and one work out at a time!.
Another thing I noticed. I wasn't pigging out this week and not going out to eat like I use to and my sister in law was calling daily asking if I wanted to go and when I would pass on it she would show up with doggy bags full of food. She actually ordered me my own meal at Olive Garden and brought it to me. I think she knows I'm serious and she doenst want to lose me as her eating buddy. I am holding firm though. I went out with her today and instead of fries with my ceasar wrap I got cottage cheese. Not too bad ey?
Christine (p.s. sorry so long)