Okay, so I've been thinking, dreaming, wishing to do something for quite a while, and just figured I didn't have the means to do it.. because of where I live. Anyways!! I'm babbling, but I just found out that the Ford Modelling Agency has a talent place right in Vancouver. Thats scary. So I've wanted to model probably my whole life (don't most girls?), and I almost think I could do it (I used to model a tiny bit when I was younger)... and that scares me. But what have I got to lose? I'm excited, scared, nervous, and happy all at once!
I don't feel confident enough to tell anyone in my life, I sorta mentioned it to my boyfriend, he says he thinks I could do it, but also understands where I am coming from when I say I want to get to a 14-16 before I give it a go. Of course he thinks I'm beautiful and hot no matter what.. ARGH!! Anyways, I just needed to let that all out, it's been inside me for almost a week now.. I was feeling ready to explode!
Thanks for listening/reading.