I hear you@
NjPants. I think I am so excited to be a lower weight than I've ever been that it is stealing some of my drive to be even smaller. It's like once the danger is over (in my mind) I relax and forget how I felt at 300+ lbs. or even at 270, 260, etc. but I still have this spark that tells me to keep going, like the North star in my heart guiding me on my journey. I have been binge eating a lot lately, not sure if it's hormonal or just old habits dying hard, but either way, I am super thankful that I don't keep a lot of the crap around that would have spelled a horrible gain for me. Now when I binge, the food is medium calories vs. high calorie so it is harder for me to do as much damage.
Today I weighed in at 244.2 and I can't wait until I can post in the
http://www.3fatchicks.com/forum/100-...230s-220s.html thread lol, I will be ecstatic. 5.2 lbs. to go, the closest I've gotten is 241.6 on 2/1/2015 which is my lowest in my adult life, but even before the binges/overeating my weight began creeping up, almost like a rebellion against weight loss or something
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I just wanted to add I hit the 240's on 11/27/2014 according to MFP, so it has been nearly 3 months in this decade, time for a change, wanting the 230's and 220's bad! <3