I woke up this morning and my resolve is starting to falter. I'm getting burned out I guess?
I've come too far to quit and I've got TOO far to go to just give up again. I'm really fighting the whole, "it's going to take forever why bother" mentality today.
I don't even know where it came from..... Saturday was awesome and then yesterday I just wanted a quiet day to read, didn't work out, and now...... I just don't want to work out period and just go into the break room and pig out on blueberry cake. (curse you unhelpful co-worker).
Sigh....
I am not going to quit. I am going to be swimsuit ready by June. If it wouldn't get me fired and some questioning looks, I'd tack a picture of a bikini clad woman on my office wall at my desk LOL. Hmmm, maybe I should put up a picture of the resort we're staying at instead.
I DO NOT WANT THE BLUEBERRY CAKE!
How do you get through the burned out zone? I'm not really depriving myself.... I mean I had a DQ blizzard on Saturday as a treat and even count it in my calories!!! I woke up early and did the elliptical on Saturday to make sure I got in some exercise that day. Up until today, I've really enjoyed my walks in the pm and was even about to buy a $120 pair of running shoes. Why all of a sudden does all of that drive just go away?
Twitch......