This week has been such a nightmare!! I am dreading the scale on Sunday.
I have not been the best on plan this week and my exercise has not been that great either!!
Last Saturday was awful with the helping move an eating out! This week was the last week at our daycare. We are for teachers kids and since school is out we close for the summer. SO that meant the end of the year party, parents bringing us breakfast, lunches out and all kinds of things. Yesterday I ate every meal out!!!!! Today too! Today I did a little better. I made healthier choices.
We went to Logans for dinner and I saved half of my meal for later! I did not eat any rolls. On the way home my mom told me that when she noticed I did not eat any rolls she knew I meant business and that I had this under control. I laughed. I feel like somedays this is a never ending uphill battle and I keep falling!! In target tonight I kept looking at the normal size clothing and praying that by this time next year I will be in them!
I am so emotional that pretty much anything can make me cry. Eating the junk food I dont necessarily feel guilty but I feel sick. Like I need to go run and get the junk out of my system. It literally made my stomach hurt. I just keep telling myself it is worth it and I will get this better under control at some point. Right?