I just got back home from the Nevada SRD last night, which is held by TOPS
(Take Off Pounds Sensibly). Although I joined my chapter back in 2009 and became the co-leader last year, I wasn't sure what I was in for since it was my first time attending the annual event. All I really knew was that the theme would be "Gone With the Pounds" and that I was some kind of division winner.
I made a poster to represent our chapter, which was entered in their poster competition:
I bought textured scrapbook paper and fringed ribbon to work with, and went with the idea of doing a drapery theme from Gone With the Wind
with little curtains that could be lifted up to reveal windows of weight loss tips.
Here I am on Friday wearing my old favorite shirt with a new skirt, a good investment since I got it from the maternity section at Target. It'll grow with me!
I got a lot of compliments on it, but not nearly as many as I did with the dress I wore yesterday.
Photos were not allowed during the actual stage presentation, but all the division winners were seated in the back and called up to the center stage one by one to have their before and after photos shown and their stories read. For the life of me I couldn't remember what I'd hurriedly written for it a few months back, but I was relieved I wasn't nervous or emotional.
And when my turn arrived, I was greeted with hearing my own opening about how I've had a lifetime struggle with my weight and that I'd first joined TOPS for one short year with my mother back in 1989 (when I was only 13). I about lost it in front of all those people, wishing she was here to see this now (we lost her to cancer in 1996).
I was actually thankful I'd left out last year's miscarriage as a motivation, instead choosing to blur it out as "family issues;" I really don't think I could have handled it being brought up after I'd reached that state. But it was still a very positive experience of course!
I was very honored to be the second place winner of division II and was approached by strangers all afternoon, being told I was such an inspiration to them.
I was also awarded first place in the poster contest; here I am with another look at it.
I do sort of wish I had the chance to speak about the low point of my miscarriage and finally getting pregnant again after working so hard to get healthier this year (I'm seven weeks along now), but that story can wait for another time, after I've had the baby.
I'm rather thankful I didn't have to read my own story, but I'm sure the whole reason they have an announcer do it is because a lot of us just might too emotional about our own words to get through them anyway.
I had a great time! The only thing is that I came home to about a 6 pound gain . . . mostly water I'm sure, but GRRR!
When I wasn't having morning sickness I was absolutely ravenous with hunger!
I kept things mostly in check, but being away from home I did indulge on some bacon (sodium!) and pancakes (sugar!) on Friday morning and a slice of red velvet cake (more sugar!) with my dinner yesterday evening. It feels good to be completely back on plan now that I'm home though and I have no regrets . . . I just hope the scale looks somewhat normal by the time Wednesday rolls around.
Oh, and for those of you new to the forum who may not know me, here's a current before and after from my highest weight:
I hope to be back on the wagon sometime next year.
In the meantime I'm doing my best to eat right and get some exercise in so I can have a healthy little one sometime in December.