I thought I would share my weekend with you guys since it was sort of a epiphany moment.
This weekend I threw everything out the window.
The caring about myself
I just chucked it out the window.
Before my 3 hour long philosophy class on Saturday morning, I crammed a packet of donut gems (the coconut kind) in my mouth and washed it down with a 20oz coke. Then, after my class I went home and went out for lunch with my Cute Boyfriend. As we were driving there, I was starving and I was starting to get shaky. Major sugar crash. Happens, right? Then, I started to get nausous. I broke out into a sweat and I thought I was going to get sick. THIS has never happened before!
The rest of the weekend was very similar and my body hated me for it.
My epiphany was this: I no longer desire to live to eat.
Hey, wait a minute! I'm a foodie! I love food and all that comes with it, the wine, the dessert, the dessert wine! How can I not live to eat?
What scared me is that my quality of life is not as good when I'm not eating what's good for me. Although I love food, I don't like food that makes me feel bad and that's what's happening to me.
I'm sure a bunch of you have already had this breakthough but this was very big for me. Hope this helps me on my journey!